Sunday, July 5, 2009

Personal revelations. Thanks, God, for everything!

I was driving in my car a couple weeks ago and listening to K-Love, the Christian radio station. I was feeling very conflicted and stressed. I was trying figure out how I could balance my family life, work, and completing my Masters in Nursing. My first problem was I was trying to figure this out alone. So, I gave it over to God and breathed.

Balancing life, work, and school was weighing heavy on my heart. I reflected and said, "I love my job as nurse educator, and feel it's a calling and honor to be a nurse. I also enjoy the Master's program. But, I love my family so much more. God, how can I do all of this? I need some guidance."

Then this song came on the radio, and God, as He does so often, spoke directly and clearly to me. A sense of peace came over me, and I knew what to do. I will always be able to obtain my MSN, but I will never get this time back with my daughter and family. So, friends, I have put my Master's on hold, for now. It's the right decision for me, my family, and most importantly God seemed very cool with it. My heart feels at peace.

Enjoy the song below... grab a tissue.

1 comment:

Danette said...

That was so very cool....love that song..